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Ren,\u00a0I\u2019m sitting here in my hospital bed next to you and I can\u2019t help but feel all the emotions at once. Your lips have turned dark and you\u2019ve lost all the color in your face. They keep coming in to ask about our funeral arrangements and when they should take you. I can\u2019t help but to be triggered when I hear the new baby cry\u2019s coming from down the hall. That was suppose to be you. That was what we planned for. You were suppose to come home in your brand new car seat we got for you. You were suppose to sleep in the bassinet we already had ready for you next to our bed. You were suppose to keep us up all night for feedings and make us exhausted. You were suppose to wear the tiny new born diapers we already had stashed around the house. You were suppose to meet your big sister Teva. You were suppose to be our in our lives. I\u2019m afraid to go home. I\u2019m afraid to see your perfectly set up room and be there without you. I\u2019m afraid to see all the gifts you were blessed with that are still in boxes. I\u2019m afraid for family to trickle back home to their lives. I\u2019m afraid for what has to become our new normal. I\u2019m afraid to be without you. When you were born I was still in shock and I was afraid to look and for that I\u2019m sorry. You\u2019re so beautiful. I\u2019m grateful the way you have changed me and the way I see life and people. I\u2019m grateful for the hours we are able to hold you and touch your sweet face before they take you. I\u2019m grateful that you were apart of our plan. I know your spirit is where you\u2019re truly suppose to be. I know you\u2019re surrounded with love and family in heaven. I\u2019ll keep Daddy company and you do the same with your future brothers and sisters whom we\u2019ve yet to meet. Your spirit is sweet and we feel your peace. You\u2019ll always be our baby boy. Until we meet again sweet baby.\u00a0Love, your Mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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